my beautiful joy RIP

Well 2012 has been going well for me untill August, 21 2012. My best friend of 23 years was riding her bike on her dirt road and was hit by a car and died:( I am heartbroken. I am trying to just go day to day. I had lots of posts of my friend Joy and how much she has helped me during my cancer journey. I am still in dis belief that this has happened. Just not fair. I will be ready to finish my reconstruction soon and she was gonna be the first to see the end results. I need God's strength more than ever now....